This Blog Was Used As A Bad Example In A Youtube Video. I Said Thank You For The Advice And Moved.

I have a youtube channel where I promote Donnie Townsend Music. Donnie was my companion and best friend.
I’m going to continue to promote his music to keep his memory alive.
Sometimes it’s comforting to hear his voice but a lot of the time it makes a river of tears flow.
He passed away on June 12, 2015. Check out his music because I could really use the help.
Donnie was a wonderful person with great compassion and empathy for others.
What was so amazing about him was that he never wrote a word of lyrics down on paper or his computer.
He would just start playing his electric acoustic guitar and he would come up with a song in the moment.
His music is at
Donnie never got any recognition for his talent but he loved God so much so I know he’s singing in God’s choir now.
Check out his songs like Heaven, Praying Hands, The Cross, The Trumpets Will Blow, and any number of songs on youtube.
Well, I have tried very hard to improve my blog site. I have a better understanding of how to do it now.
I have moved to
Donnie read two poems in my book and wrote a song called “Little Girl in the Orphanage.”
The poems I wrote and living in an orphanage and foster homes is a true story about my childhood and until I was 18.
I would love to hear from you all again because I could use some cheering up because all I do is cry a river.
Donnie was so very special. He was 65 and still had an innocent quality in him. He believed what people said even when it wasn’t true.
Because of that he got hurt deep in his heart and the pain manifested itself into three heart attacks, a mini stroke, and congestive heart failure.
He kissed me goodbye at 8 p.m. and he passed away at 10:30 that evening. I feel so bad because I didn’t tell him I loved him when he left.
I would give my life to have been there to tell him “I Love You” one last time.
I need some prayer warriors to pray for me because I have lost the will to live. I haven’t been eating anything for days at a time.
It’s not the kind of diet I would recommend although I was over weight.
Donnie was a very handsome man for his age and he loved me in spite of all of my flaws. He deserved somebody prettier, with a better figure, and in better health.
It was the only three years of my life that I truly knew what it felt like to be loved and to love someone so deeply I want to die.
I had prayed so hard to be the first one to die out of any of my family or before anyone I loved died. I keep asking God to take me to Donnie.
It’s not right to question God but I still keep asking Why?
Please pray for me.
Thank you.
Bonnie Gail Carter

I Have A New Blog

Hi everyone,

I am currently using

Unfortunately I am going to have to move again because it said it would take videos but it doesn’t.

I need a site that accepts videos because I promote Donnie Townsend Music for free.

Thank you for following me and I hope to hear from you soon.



I lived in an orphanage, with an aunt and uncle, and I am a survivor of Domestic Violence, a survivor of child molestation and lived in foster homes so I know what it feels like to be one of the forgotten children.

My philosophy is “Don’t Let The World Take Your Smile Away.”  I want these children to know they aren’t forgotten and I want to put a smile on their faces.

If you purchase the paperback version of THE CHILL TURNED WARM POEMS BY BONNIE GAIL CARTER I will be donating most of the money towards that goal. I can’t give you an exact amount because I don’t know how much will go towards taxes the purchase of products and shipping and handling fees. I will disclose the details as they become available to me.

Help me put a smile on their faces.

God Bless and protect,

Bonnie Gail Carter

Visit New Blog at

I am going to be switching from to

Thank you for following me here at bonniegcarter and I hope you will continue to follow me at and my current blog at

I will have to change sites again because this theme will not let me put Donnie Townsend’s Music Videos on here.

Best wishes for continued success to all of you,

Bonnie Gail Carter

She Believes In Me by Singer/Songwriter Donnie Townsend

Donnie Townsend Music Videos are also on my youtube channel at Just click on videos. I hope you enjoy his music as much as I do. I promote Donnie’s music for free because after all he is my boyfriend. Donnie Townsend is amazing because he never writes lyrics on paper or on his computer. He just starts playing his guitar and he creates songs on the spot. Almost every music video he has made he did it in one take. That’s why I think he is amazing. Thank you and please leave a comment if you like his music.

Expression Of Love To My One And Only You

When I think about you

I think about a soft pillow to lay my head on.

I think of what sweet dreams are made of.

The sparkle in your eyes and your million dollar smile

gives me joy that can stretch for miles.

The journey we are sharing is so full of caring.

You even compliment me on what I’m wearing.

When you are happy you shine as bright as a star.

The glow from your face radiates.

You have the greatest character traits.

You have a gentle and tender heart.

God has been with you since the start.

Your music touches my soul because you tell stories that need to be told.

My love for you will never grow old.

Each day I get to spend with you is a gift from above.

I get so much delight from our love.

Bonnie Gail Carter



That Final Tear

That Final Tear


A soft rap a tap tap of silver rain
cascading from a charcoal sky
keeping time with the sorrow of
the tears rolling from your eyes

Lay your head on my shoulder
I’ll hold you til the morning light
maybe dawn will find your smile
but now it’s okay to cry tonight

The death of love is never kind
and you’ve lost something dear
yet worry not I’ll hold you close
until you’ve cried that final tear